*Please take note: Writer is not trying to be emo..

I'm not so sure about you guys but I've had a rough day..

I'm grateful that I have people who, I hope, sincerely do care.

But what's more assuring is that that one particular person seems to care. Heh. Don't know lah.. sometimes it's like, you settle for what you have and hope that, come what may, it all turns out the way you want it to turn out.. or the way it's supposed to turn out or.. it turns out the way that's best for you and hope that the best is what you need. But, selfishly? Hopefully it can and will turn out the way you want it to turn out; how you've always fantasized it to be..

Love is a powerful tool..
There will be instances where you find yourself submissively coiled around the apple of your eyes' fingers and dance when they pull the strings that are holding you up like an expert puppeteer. and sometimes you can't help but loathe them immensely or love them immensely passionately. The reason? Because you know that you are most definitely in charge of you but the reality of being able to be controlled mentally and emotionally by another human being is just inconceivable since you have vowed to not give yourself that way again. Ever.

That's just me.

Siti