It takes a lot of trust, faith and courage to fall in love with someone because.. I believe it has to come naturally, you know? Like the way the sun sets, how the stars shine at night.. When birds spread their wings and decide to fly high into the sky.. The person you fall in love with should make you feel like you can fly – that you can do the impossible..

I am a true romantic at heart but I do realise that there are no such things as happy fairytale endings and unicorns. All it is that I am looking for is someone who I can trust, to have the faith and courage to fall in love with and live like that for as long as possible because being in love is perhaps the most addictive drug the world could never produce because this emotion is, to me, priceless and nothing could ever top this..

It’s funny that most of us react to being in love the same way we react to being scared – sweaty palms, dilated pupils – and the most common one I think we’re all familiar with that is not being able to think straight when we’re looking into that person’s eyes, suddenly losing the capacity to form proper sentences to the point where we tend to mess up our name by accident..

As I am listening to this Kaskade song (I've mentioned this in my earlier post) I'm thinking about you and it's making me cry a little bit because it's making me miss you.. making me want to ask you and tell you so many things.. and I can't do that because I fear I might actually push you away rather than you being here, you know? haha. I sound like a pathetic twat..

But yeah.. I do miss you..

The hardest part is the not knowing bit.. and i want/need to know..
So, if you could.. please..

Siti