It kinda breaks my heart now when i think about it, you know?

all those lost promises and things like that..

who would've thought it would end this way? i do realise that.. there aren't such things as fairytale beginnings nor endings but, in the middle of the night whilst staring at the empty ceiling, i do think about you and what could've been if we did forever-happen kinda thing.

I'd like to say that i'm sorry.. perhaps it is my loss and i'm willing to live with that if needs to be..

Sigh..

Maybe this is the dreary weather talking but sometimes, for what it's worth, I do miss you..

Much love,
Siti