At the end of the day, just before we all go to bed at night, we think of one person and from here, as we drift off and shut down.. we ask ourselves, "Is this one person worth it?"

The next morning the answer will either be, "Of course" or "No. Not today".

Sometimes it's a little bit of both and your at the edge of your bed, pulling on your hair and going, "WHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!!!"

Heh.

The thing I'm trying to convey is a little hard to say because there are no words to express how I feel and that's hard because writing is the only medium I find helpful in releasing all this.. suppressed whatever, you know?

Gahh.. Sigh..

It's like, feeling your heartbreaking piece by piece and realising that you need to walk away but, you just don't have the strength to.. because you can't let your heart break any faster.. so, you wait for it to break slowly to the point you become engulfed in fatigue..

But then again, you need to ask yourself, "how long will it take to heal?".

Sigh.

Siti