How shall I start..

Sigh.. (always with the sighing).

it's hard loving someone.. and it's sometimes so much more harder to know that they love you too. of course it's all good and dandy and such but sometimes it's hard because you become afraid of a lot of things..

one thing in particular, for my part, is the fear of losing this one particular person and it's a little hard because he's sorta everything i've been looking for, you know? I guess it's just right guy, wrong person; right person wrong timing that kinda thing.. but I really do, so very much, am head over heels for him..

If you ever stumble upon this, know that I so very much love you. (ugh. the mushyness! hahaha).

Siti