Ever had one of those moments? Where you're sitting there and suddenly you cry for no apparent reason and after that you feel so raw inside it hurts and all you want to do is cry some more..

I think this is what I'm going through right now.. and i feel so raw inside and it hurts horribly.

I'm trying to rebuild this wall I've managed to maintain but somewhere along the way I got tired and now it's just there my wall.. on the ground and slowly disintegrating and being forgotten.. and there you are.. appearing as my wall is falling apart.. and i'm here just staring at it going "fine, crumble then" and i'm so close to walking away and just.. leave it like that and never come back for it..

Sigh..

Siti