The first quarter of the year is coming to a close and am waiting with anticipation for the second quarter of the year, which is in April *counts. yes, April. heh..

It's been tiring these past three months. This month in particular has been emotionally and mentally draining. If given the chance I wouldn't want to come back to March of 2009. Sigh..

I know i'm being vague. I'd rather not mention all the better-not-mentioned aspects of my life because.. it's pointless really having to re-live these things. Wait. No, not pointless. Stupid is a better term. Unimaginably stupid.

Have you ever had those days where you can't really face it? the day i mean. can't face the day.. you wake up one morning and say to yourself "Can tomorrow come faster? please? please??". It's been like that for me for the past few weeks and i'm not sure how i've been pulling it off. sometime's it feels as if i'm just waiting for night to come and then morning and night again. Literally one day at a time..

It's been heavy, you know? dealing with all this. i'm just grateful for the people who are here to help me through this; those with enough patience to listen to me rant, cry, complain.. You guys know who you are and i pray that your sincere being there for me will be blessed with all the goodness the world can provide..

Sigh..

Here's to another day..
Here's to a new day..
Here's to the day when happiness decides to come knocking at my door and smother me with it's existence.

Siti