There isn't much to say, really.

It's funny how we tend to be careless and you know, fuck things up unintentionally.
Like the Gaza war that's been dominating the news headlines recently. Who fucked that up, yea?

Life..

Throughout my existence I've learned that trust is over-rated and there is only so much a person is allowed to have. For example, you eating the last of that chocolate in the fridge knowing that someone entrusted you with it to keep it out of other people's jaws. The Malay term i think is "Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi".

I believe that we as humans are allowed to make mistakes. But the question is, to what extent are we allowed to make them? Is it to the extent of getting caught with your mouth full of the forbidden chocolate? or getting caught with a heart full of forbidden love? Heh.. the latter is a little.. cliche but i think you get my point.

Sigh..

Throughout my 20 year's of existence I've learned that thing's happen because we let them happen. We are given free-will and are allowed to decide. The answers are easy: Yes and No. Yeah.. the answers are easy but the decision making can be a real pain. "No, thou shalst not devour the chocolate because 'tis not yours to indulge," or "Yes, thou shalst indulge because thou is greedy! thou is human!". Heh. yes, pathetic, i know. but being you, being human, you make mistakes, right?

Looking back at what I've just said, i think that the term "I'm only human" is a very pathetic excuse to get out of trouble. I know because I've used it countless of times and.. it doesn't really get me out of trouble. Ha. I just don't have the balls to own up to the things I've done because.. I never really think of the consequences.. because.. I'm only human. Haha. There i go again..

Sigh..

Life, aren't thou awesome?


Siti