October 10, 2008.

Sigh..

the thing is that..i'm only human. i've feelings, weaknesses, strenghts..the works.
and in being human i've learnt that..we all have to face the harsh reality of being shot down not just once, but a lot of times over the course of our very existence.

the thing of it is..is that..in being human, i get to cry..i get to..scream in frustration and dissapointment..and by the end of it, i get..my heart broken and left to pick up the sharp little pieces that will, ultimately, scar me for life despite the invisible wounds.

sigh..

sitting here, trying hard not to..sob like the niave little girl that i am, i realise that..i'm growing. we all are..and it's how we deal with it that makes us who we are and how we act to the things we have and need to face to ensure our very survival in the real world..

the term 'reality bites' really is true..but..you know how it goes..you can't say much or do much besides accepting it for what it is and eventually..move on...